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Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been that active lately. I've been trying to sort out some of the issues my depression has been causing. Mum out me on anxiety medication a few weeks ago, and whenever I complain she makes me feel guilty by tell me she's only trying to help. I just feel even more stressed than usual :/ it seems nobody believes I can do anything for myself. My counselling and psychologist appointments haven been helping, I feel like I'm losing touch with a lot of things that used to make me happy. Josh is the only thing that is keeping me from losing every last bit of will i still possess. I love him more than anything and he means more to me then my own life. I'm moving to America in two months though. I'm scared :( I won't be able to see him for 3 years. The thought of that hurts every part of my body and send my heart into a panic. I'm so scared :,( and so lost. I feel more broken than I have in a long time. The self harm has been getting bad again, there was quite a long period where I didn't do it but its just gotten worse lately. I'm struggling to keep my grades from dropping, I can't focus properly. I haven't been sleeping.. Or eating :/ I have a self esteem of less than zero and I'm constantly on the verge or either crying or breaking something. I'm sick of being strong. I'm sick of my prise holding me back. I'm sick of hurting my friends and making them feel bad. I don't want to leave everyone I love behind but it's going to happen soon whether I like it or not. Everything hurts... Everything. Where did I go wrong -__-
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Avalanche- Epica
  • Reading: The Raven- Edgar Allan Poe
  • Eating: souls
  • Drinking: blood

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Personal Quote: We learn to stand through the fear of falling



Music I love and regularly listen to:

-Aerosmith
-The Agonist
-Amon Amarth
-Arch Enemy
-Bauhaus
-Black Veil Brides
-Blütengel
-Burzum
-Carach Angren
-Darkthrone
-Deathstars
-Depeche Mode
-Dethklok
-Dope Stars Inc.
Most classical or orchestral music
-The Cure
-Eluveitie
-Epica
-Evanescence
-Five Finger Death Punch
-Florence + The Machine
-I Killed A Leprechaun At The Carnival
-Joy Division
-Lamb of God
-Marilyn Manson
-Metallica
-Mudvayne
-Nine Inch Nails
-Noctura
-Otep
-Psyclon Nine
-Rascal Flatts
-Rob Zombie
-Siouxsie And The Banshees
-Sisters Of Mercy
-Slipknot
-Spectrum X
-Sopor Æternus and The Ensemble of Shadows
-Suicide Silence
-Three Days Grace
-Unleas the Archers
-We Are The Fallen
-Wintersun



Movies I love (erhhmm..yeah. I watch a lot of movies.):
Alice in Wonderland
Apollo 18
August Rush
all Batman!
Beauty and the Beast
Beetlejuice
The Birds
Braveheart
Coraline
The Corpse Bride
The Crow
Dark Shadows
Dracula (1992)
Edward Scissorhands
Enemy at the Gates
Frankenstein
The Hobbit
The Hollow Man
Interview With A Vampire
Insidious
It
Les Miserables
The Lion King (1,2&3)
Lord of the Rings(all)
The Nightmare Before Christmas
A Nightmare On Elm Street
Pirates of the Carribbean
Poltergeist
Red Dragon
Season of the Witch
Sherlock Holmes
Silence Of The Lambs
The Sixth Sense
Sweeney Todd
Tintin
Wolfman

My favorite actors and actresses:
Alan Rickman
Anne Hathaway
Anthony Hopkins
Chris Hemsworth
Cate Blanchett
Geoffrey Rush
Helena Bonham Carter
Johnny Depp
Jude Law
Penelope Crúz
Robert Downey Jr.
Winona Ryder



Quotes that I like (from songs and movies and books and whatnot):


Ah, it is the fault of our science that it wants us to explain all, and if explain it not, then it says there is nothing to explain.
-Abraham Van Helsing


And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
'cause we're the special two
And we could only see each other, we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another's,
'cause we're the special two.
-Missy Higgins


And there you see the distinction between our feelings: had he been in my place, and I in his, though I hated him with a hatred that turned my life to gall, I never would have raised a hand against him. You may look incredulous, if you please! I never would have banished him from her society as long as she desired his. The moment her regard ceased, I would have torn out his heart and drunk his blood! But, till then-if you don't believe me, you don't know me- till then, I would have died by inches before I touched a single hair of his head!
-Heathcliff


If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger:I should not seem part of it.-My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods: time will change it, I'm well aware, as winterchanges the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath: a source of little visible delight, but necessary. Nelly, I AM Heathcliff! He's always, always on my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being. He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same; and Linton's is as different as moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire.
-Catherine Earnshaw


Who shall conceive the horrors of my secret toil as I dabbled among the unhallowed damps of the grave or tortured the living animal to animate the lifeless clay?
-Victor Frankenstein



There's a hole in the world like a great black pit, and its morals aren't worth what a pig could spit, and it's filled with people who are filled with shit, and the vermin of the world inhabit it, and it goes by the name of London.
-Sweeney Todd


Say you've set some fire aside
To set light to me
Some surprising night
Say you've locked some fire away
To set light to me
Some surprising day
..Any day now
-Missy Higgins


We got the empire, now as then
We don't doubt, we don't take direction
Lucretia, my reflection
Dance the ghost with me..
-The Sisters Of Mercy


I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours,
But I think that god's got a sick sense of humor
And when I die
I expect to find him laughing..
-Depeche Mode


You only live once
So just go fucking nuts!
-Suicide Silence


The songs of the dead are the Lamentations of the living
-Christopher Paolini


I am a worm before I am a man, I was a creature before I could stand, I will remember before I forget.
-Slipknot


It's almost like your heaven's trying everything to keep me out.
-Five Finger Death Punch


A malicious fever burns in our hearts, in our veins
New blood, my blood, our blood runs the same
-Arch Enemy


I sold my soul...so long ago.
-Otep


I'm sorry, I'm ugly, All that I am, And I can never live up
I'm failing, I'm angry, Afraid of the ways, They pretend to be us
It's fucked up, I'm different, Words remain, My only escape
Art saves, All of me, Evolving
And now you're walking away!
-Otep


One life is all we have and we live as we believe in living it. But to sacrifice who you are and to live without belief; that is a fate worse than death
-St Joan of Arc


To all you weak mc's... All you hardcore wannabe's
If you step into the ring be prepared to swing!!...
-Otep


Fit me for a straight jacket. Put me in a padded cell. I'm a danger to you all...and I'm a danger to myself.
-Five Finger Death Punch


Fake messiah
Stitches sewn in your eyes
Prophecy now denied
Fake messiah
Open mouth, drawing flies
Prophecy now denied
-Lamb of God


Before you judge me, just make sure you're perfect. Then we'll talk.
-me


All that is gold does not glitter
Not all those who wander are lost
-Aragorn


If we stand together we will be unbroken!
- Black Veil Brides


You want something, you fight for it. You hit a wall, you push through it. There's something you need to know about failure. You can never let it defeat you.
-Captain Haddock


"We're all going to die!" "A good day. " "What?" "Today is a good day to die." "What?" "It's a saying." "I hate sayings..."
-Much and Little John


I'm not being funny, but...
-Alan A Dale

We've become a nation of wolves, ruled by sheep. Owned by swine overfed and put to sleep.
-Otep


I'll renounce the fame of this gluttonous age and be a Born-again American Resistance is to blame!
-Otep


Cold be heart and hand and bone, and cold be travelers far from home
They do not see what lies ahead, when sun failed and moon is dead...
-Smeagol


Some speak words yet have no voice
Some have a voice though say nothing of value
Some are silenced through injustice, shame and pain
Some, in their silence, speak volumes.
-unknown


All men die. Not all men truly live.
-William Wallace (Braveheart)


I'm Not O-Fucking-Kay!
- My Chemical Romance


Karma's a bitch, right?
-Asking Alexandria


Man who walk sideways in airport is going to Bangkok!



A pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else...but all the drugs in this world won't save her from herself.
-Marilyn Manson


This isn't music, and we're not a band. We're five middle fingers on a mother fucking hand.
-Marilyn Manson


Never give in, Never back down!
-Black Veil Brides


I kissed the scars on her skin. I still think you're beautiful and I don't ever want to lose my best friend.
-Pierce The Veil


When you want it, it goes away too fast. Times you hate it always seem to last. Just remember when you think you're free the crack inside your fucking heart is me.
-Marilyn Manson

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Dodged a bullet for a stab in the back
Sick, emaciated
Stretched out on a torture rack

Devil's got a knife
Angel's got a gun
And together with the demons
They're about to have some fun!


Well, Hi everyone. So...um...about me.
I cuss, I have anger problems, I can be a complete and utter bitch. If I don't like you, you'll be sure to know. Not exactly the typical girl, not in this town anyway. I'm always interested in making friends with similar interests to myself, so note me or something :)

I'm obsessed with BATMAN! He's one of my biggest heroes, along with Jack Skellington and Sally, Emily from the Corpse Bride, Lydia from Beetlejuice, Eric Draven from The Crow, Captain Jack Sparrow, Smeagol, Tintin, Jeremy "Jinxx" Ferguson, and Otep Shamaya <3

Fantasy and dragons and dark faeries...I like that shit. Undead, (vampires, zombies etc), scary movies, old books, creepy urban legends, cemeteries, bats, spiders and moths...yeah I like that shit too.
Morbid? Macabre? Yes and yes.

Clowns, you say..? KILL IT! WITH FIRE! NOW!!!

I have a bit of an obsession with The Lord of The Rings character Smeagol..I have since I read the Hobbit when I was 8 years old..don't judge me..IM A FUCKING LORD OF THE RINGS ADDICT!

I love my music. It's my drug, my love, my heart, my life, my saviour. Most of the time my headphones are in, and I'm singing along to something only I can hear. I can't help it, it's how I deal with my life, besides writing. I also sometimes play around with makeup, and I'm not a great drawer but I do some of that too.

GOTH. Don't like it, gtfo.

I love tintin. I've read all the comics and I have a box set of the cartoons and I've watched documentaries and I saw the movie at the cinema. I really fucking love Tintin.

Um, I love Harley Quinn :heart: she's so cool..

Oh and I'm also bisexual..

If anyone wants to talk about something thts bothering them, if you just need a friend, note me and I'll send you my Skype name. I promise I'll listen, and not judge. I want to do what I can to help anyone who asks. And trust me, I have seen it all. Absolutely nothing you say can surprise me. And I won't give you pity crap either (If there's one thing I hate it's PITY)

ANDREW FUCKING ELDRITCH! :heart:

I write from the heart and soul, and I appreciate feedback of any kind. I'm...well, kinda sadistic at times. And definitely creepy at times.
I love castles and old buildings and gargoyles. And I love London!

Never call me a poseur, I'm not POSING as anything. I am exactly what i am.
I guess that's it for now
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*JulienRichetti Feb 19, 2013   Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav Ellie
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~3lly-rock-girl714 Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome :iconjackskellingtonplz:
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thank you so much for the fav on my LoTR Valentine
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~3lly-rock-girl714 Feb 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
no worries :)
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So sorry for the delay :(
Thanks very much for the watch :iconjacksparrowlaplz:
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~3lly-rock-girl714 Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcomes :D
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Mood: Joy *InkyRose Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch- I really appreciate it! :D
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~3lly-rock-girl714 Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome :D
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hello,
thank you kindly for the watch and faves :)
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~3lly-rock-girl714 Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, I love love LOVE your style :D
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