I'm back. Sort of.

Hi everyone.
I'm back in Australia. I'm glad to be back and all but I miss my boy a lot. He's apparently sent me a valentines gift, and when the credit card is working I'll be sending him a Cthulhu plushie since we're both huge Lovecraft fans and he adores cute soft things. Although I miss him I really do believe in us making it through this, we've only got two more years of school left and then we're free to be together. And I really want that. Our souls feel right together.

I've been taking more walks in the cool afternoons and drinking more tea. I've been putting lavender oil on my pillowcase to help with my insomnia and carrying stones with good energies to school with me. I've been eating lots of apples and I cut my hair last week. And although loneliness is something I usually have to deal with in some form or another, I'm taking care of myself. Because there's a life to look forward to which includes doing and seeing things I love with someone who completes my soul.

I decided the other day that I'd like to be a midwife. Maybe not forever, but for a good while.

I'm managing

i'm growing

I'm making decisions and making art and making myself and my boy feel hopeful.
 
I'm living. I hope you all are too.